I) Broken Canopy | The number of participants shared the experience | |
1. It cannot be true – Baby with no heart beat | (Pregnancy with a dead baby; Confronted by a dead baby; Choice and information) | 6 |
2. Questioned Self & others | a. The off script experiences of others | 6 |
b. Others failure to acknowledge the loss | 6 | |
c. Changed view of self – self is alone | 5 | |
3. It cannot be true – Baby with a heart beat | (Consolation prize/Runners’ up prize) | 6 |
4. Surreal Experiences | (Joy and grief; Creating life like other women) | 6 |
5. Anxious parenting | (Unrealistic expectations from self; Creating memories) | 5 |
6. Integrating death in life | Self-growth | 4 |
II) How did this happen? | ||
1. Why | Is the self the culprit? | 6 |
2. Emotions | Anger and despair | 5 |
III) A Continuing Bond | ||
1. My baby existed after all | They are brothers/sisters; We are a family; He/she is still my child | 6 |
2. Betrayal | 4 | |
3. Longing and need to be in touch | 6 |